Disclaimer:(read this before you see the rest of my blog) This blog contains brutal language,
brutal truth and honest prespective of what is 'sacred'.
DO NOT continue if u are easily offended. You have been warned!
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Monday, July 04, 2005
Parents!!!! DONT BE FUCKING STUPID!!! Okay.... here's the story. Me and my companions set to peform a story telling for children @ Mal Grand Cibubur wich will be held like in 30 mins or so. While I setting up for the story telling permance, the master of ceremony suddenly yelled tru the microphone: "OKEEE!! SEKARANG SEBELUM DONGENG MARI KITA SAKSIKAN DULU MODEREN DENS OLEH SANGGAR bla bla bla..."(translation: "OKay now, before we enjoy story telling let us now watch modern dance by sanggar blah blah blah" And guess what I saw?? I saw 5 tiny girls (about 5-7 years old) dress up in a tight dress and mini skirt, an ugly gold mini skirt if I may add, with their faces filled with too much make up and performing rather sensual move (pornoaction, some may called it). HOLY FUCKING SHIT! WHAT A MENACE!!! Then in side stage, I saw a woman (prob. around 30), Watching the show with stupid proud smile.... oh my gosh... They should be enjoying their childhood innocence... My heart was shattered... Do you know what happens to the kid when he was used as his parent's egoistic ambition? Take MJ (.... as in Miachel Jackson not Mary Jane) for example... He grew up to be a FUCKING PEDOPHILIA SHITHEAD! DO NOT USE YOUR CHILDREN FOR YOUR FUCKING SELFISH AMBITION!!! RESPECT THEM!! THEY ARE NOT YOURS! IDIOTS!! GOD!!! I WANNA HIT THE STUPID WOMAN WITH MY JV-90 KEYBOARD!!! Saturday, July 02, 2005
The spirits carries on.... If I die tomorrow I`d be allright Because I believe That after we`re gone The spirit carries on (c) Dreamtheater "The spirit carries on" - Scenes From a Memory, 1999 Okay... we living at the moment, then eventually we die. So what's living mean when you are eventually die anyway? Will it be justification? So.. what if Hittler say to the Jews, "I kill u now, becoz you'll be dead anyway"? Is our path is determined? Is our future is inevitable? Do we have strengh to choose our own destiny? Do we really have free will? What good is living anyway? ??? Friday, July 01, 2005
To have friends is human... just Tonight I was playing an Online Game, Shattered Galaxy (it was a fun game and FREE!!, u might wanna try it! but u need at least Cable connection or even DSL connection if u are playing on LAN shops) @ Mamami Lan Shop. The owner, Reinhart is my friend. The thing is, mamami's ISP is using auto-switch port when connecting to International IP (such as SG), then my connection will reset every 5 fucking minutes. So what happen next? Reinhart just call the ISP and they fix the problem. Now where's the insight? see.. if the owner is not my friend i dont believe he will help me at all, since I'm the only costumer who's playing SG why even he bothered? Yep... Becoz he's my friend. Helping eachother is what friend do I guess. Sometime i got sick hearing speeches and debates in wich someone refer his political enemy or his opponent in a debate as "saudara" (translation: Brother) but deep in their hearts, they hate eachother guts. When will this hippocratic attitude will end? Is it okay to build a society based on hypocrisy? Thursday, June 30, 2005
Senat Mahasiswa! A couple days ago.. I was on my way to my meeting with Afzon, Romo and Ucon @ ruang gamelan jawa FSUI (yes Sisie.. I'm Old enuff to roam around your campus) to talk about our project. We are going to tell tales for kids (awww such a warm hearted guy aint I :p ) Well the story telling was not the subject of this entry. :D Anyway.... I was walking that cross the park on FISIP-UI, and guess what i saw? I SAW COLLEGE STUDENTS POPPING BALLONS! WTF???? Then i asked my friend, ijonk,(the conversation was in indo language) "ey dude wtf happens here?" "Iono, Senat Mahasiswa is having their recruitment, I think" "What the....?" "Sad, eh?" "..." 1998, Senat mahasiswa FISIP is the center of student's movement to overthrown Soeharto. 2005, Senat mahasiswa FISIP is teaching their juniors to pop a baloon with their ass. Now, Dekanat is strongly suspected for corruption, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. The oil price is rising, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. Ambalat is invaded by Malays, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. Children is smoking crack and is having free sex, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. Our forrest have been stoled for many years, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. Our economic life is controlled by capitalist motherfucker, Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. There are 'busung lapar' cases in NTB. Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. We still dont know who killed Munir. Senat Mahasiswa is popping baloons with their ass. Stupid baloon popper motherfucker bitches and sons of bitches!!! what the??? okay... here's another fragment o' my life... a couple days ago, it was raining cats and dogs. I shelther myself @ coffe shop (warkop... the cheap one). Then there was this young boy who said "Tai! pake ujan lagih! reseh bener!" (translation: SHIT! RAIN!) And then I go "..." God damn! Why does human always HAVE to be SO egoistic??!? I dont need to say the usefulness of rain in this blog I guess. To be human... Have U ever rethinking your life? Where do we come from? Why are we here? Why human? Is what we see is taking for granted? Just today, I have a beautiful conversation with my GF (God I Love her so much.. she always makes me proud). She asked me, "should rapist be killed?" and i said, "YES!! every Homo-sapiens that lose his humanity is a must-die-person" then she replied "What is human?" There!? I stumble on that! "I think, therefore I am" the sounds of Rene (Decartes, that cool badass M***F***er) echoing in my head... But then again i do believe that AGJ (anak gaul jakarte) can think.. well um... i think they do.. well anyway... yes! I believe thinking is the way that seperates us from animal so... I really dont think that rapist is thinking... they go with instinc.. kinda way. then again I remember these AGJ people... are they thinking? Is someone that sad becoz Jeniffer Anitson and Brad Pitt (Correct me if im wrong) got divorced is not thinking? Is some high school punk who boast around about his car (*cough* daddy's car *cough*) is thinking? Is AGJ thinking? Are they animals?? Are they no better than rapist? PS: Honey, thanks for the enlightement dear... I Love U so Much Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Let there be a beginning... There.... Finally i got my own blog. Yes... it is still a crap... but will be developed soon enuff, once i have spare time. So... enjoy lah |
 HI THERE! I'm Yogi! *insert cheering sounds here* I am also known as AnjingBalap on I-Net Im just another student who tries to understand the world in wich he's living. I'm a musician I'm a bass player I also good with other instrument I'm a MIDI composer I love my girl very much I love ice cream and home made soto ayam I love jazz and rock I love LIVING I hate stupid people I hate FPI I hate anak gaul I hate capitalism I hate stupid preman I think Soeharto must die I think rapist must die too My favorite lines are: - Peoples tend to die - Shits tend to happens - God tends to be almighty I'm a threat for any oppresion I'm a friend to nature (although i like to litter abit) I think people are made to think. So... think and write your thoughts here:
We can learn from the past but those days are gone.... We can pray for tommorow but there might not be one well time always heal time brings new friends.. oh that reminds me! here's some friends o' mine links! This is some blogs with real deep insight by my inner circle: Ruli's Infidel Fire Lurino's Asylon Ferdy's Mindumpster Sisie's Psychedeliccabaret Bimo's Atziluth, The Domain of God Sam's STiale Standing Afzons's 4JJI ampunin gue dong Babol's Labyrinth And another life long learning by some of my friend: Ridwan's Postcard from Asgard Gatorz's Daydreamer Sind's Listening to smiles Laila's por-que? Wenni's EssoWenni Nie's Tears That Belongs to Heaven God Bless u all mates! You can see further description of me at my Friendster's profile, you can send any praise and curses toMy E-mail at Yahoo! You are visitor number Contact Me Blog credits: Vontage 
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