We human have physical energy. It is what we see now in modern days. Infact this is THE only cosmos that we seize to believe. Eversince the renaissance age, we can only believe what we can see, hear, feel, smells and taste. In the name of logical thinking, we have failed to accept whatever that science cannot comprehends.

If only we can surpass this physical-framework

Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people.

Your "adult" life is full of despair, hate and un-pure things. Nothing is good anymore and you are generally depressed about it. You remember the good times from your earlier years: your childhood. Back then every feeling was nice and you didn't have to face the worlds cold heart. You wonder if you're even the same person anymore since you've changed so much. Sadly enough no one can control time.

You are sad because you are suppressed

You are a maniac killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they have or haven't done. You still want to kill them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun. Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe you have some sort of mental problems or you are this way because of previous deep scars, only you know. But now you are sadistic and maybe you only like to see a special group of people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are not the most social person in the bunch and people think you are weird. That bothers you somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself with daydreaming about killing them. After all, they have no idea what's coming.

You need adventures.
Real life has been very boring for you and you can't help but dream away. Nothing is exciting or fascinating in your life and can't understand why it all is so dull. You like having fun, but are probably not a bouncing person because of that. There is a probability that you either like to read/watch fantasy or similar genres, or have a creative side that lets you release your fantasy world.

Your power is: Transformation
Explanation: Unlike everyone else you can change your body materia and transform into anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in good purposes for infiltrating evil headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities by transforming and therefor do better in battle. If turned to the evil side, a transfomer could manipulate the "good guys" by looking like their loved ones and break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You have not so many interests anymore and has become depressed. Of course you can be happy, but your happiness subsides quickly and don't last very long. You isloate yourself from people since you think they would only hurt you, but some part just wants someone equal who understands the pain. When you transform it gives you freedom and you can be anything but yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let people come near and know what's going on with you. But the thought of opening up and risking being betrayed is too strong and intimidating to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to the world and yourself and in the long run this could lead to dangerous thoughts (suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one is least likeable since you would probably just have too much guilt.

Helping eachother is what friend do I guess.

Sometime i got sick hearing speeches and debates in wich someone refer his political enemy or his opponent in a debate as "saudara" (translation: Brother) but deep in their hearts, they hate eachother guts.

Then i asked my friend, ijonk,(the conversation was in indo language) "ey dude wtf happens here?"
"Iono, Senat Mahasiswa is having their recruitment, I think"

God damn! Why does human always HAVE to be SO egoistic??!?