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brutal truth and honest prespective of what is 'sacred'.
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Monday, July 25, 2005
So Hok Gie.... please forgive Indonesia

It seems to me that Indonesian People are more and more becoming ignorrant.

   The film "GIE" released recently, has gained attention from public (translation= blink-blink money). I dont care about that, what I care is, how young people of Indonesia has define it as 'NGETREND'.
   So it is cool now to be an activist?
   They even bought books "catatan harian seorang demonstran"(activist's diary) for the sole reason of trendiness. What make it sad is, they saw the movie for the sight of the handsome young actor nicolas putra instead of understanding the values that Gie's trying to offer to Indonesia. So it all corrupted to the sole purpose of Commodification.


My insight is everything can be destroyed in the face of meta-capitalism, even the pure voice of student movement.

 Yogi's learnings at 05:38 am
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
Homeless children is thrown out of their shelter house....

Sitting here in the corner of the world
Just to see them lying
I saw criying eyes again and again
'Till I see them dying

Tears from their eyes showing emptiness inside
The pain that they cant live.
It will make 'em stoned.
(c) Liquid, 1995

Kabupaten Bogor, about 30 homeless children (anak jalanan) has been throw from their shelther house. The owner of the house forcely terminated the contract with the foundation that responsible for the shelther house.
   The reason? "It is because of neighbourhood fear with the effect of mingleness of our children with those homeless children"
   And the sad thing is... it happened on July, 24th... National Children Day.
   Is this the society we live in? The one that put values in our heads?

The world is Uniting against terrorism.... they should do the same with Children's Misery


 Yogi's learnings at 11:56 am
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Friday, July 22, 2005
Why is that so?

   I'm born to this world... to this so-called society, thus they judge me, by their values, not mine, and they start to catogorize me, to their values, not mine. If I say something about it, they will acusse me for 'not polite', 'not valued by society', 'jackass', even 'subversive' or 'dangerous'.

   It just seem unfair to me, who the hell give them the previllege of setting values? What's not fair also is how they tend to doctrinaze those junk value to my heads. They try to... create me, sad eh? what a futile effort!

   Why is it that everytime I show myself, the true me, they will began to hate me? and when I go 'polite' *cough* hypocrite *cough* ways.. they accept me? What happens to the good old 'never judge a book from its cover'? What ever happens to our honesty?

   Why is it when I kick some guy that beating his wife then it is ME who goes into Jail?
   Why is it when I look around I see nothing but unhonesty?
   Why is it I cannot tell my elementary school teacher that he is wrong?
   Why is it whenever I kiss my girl in public space they will start acussing me of 'placing bad example for the kids' while our TV shows is full of it?
   Why is it people can brag about buying coffe in Starbucks?
   Why the hell I got arrested becoz Im helping merchant in Pasar Senen with beating up one stupid Satpol PP?
   Why is that so?

Is it me that going astray?

 Yogi's learnings at 02:50 am
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
Another reason why FPI is stupid.

   See.. i was watching news, suddenly my attention caught a news of FPI peopla acting as 'moslem police' strike the headquarter of Jemaah Ahmadiah at some village called Parung in Bogor city. And the news also said that MUI (Majelis Ulama Indonesia: some comitte that sucks up government ass and claim they know the truth about Islam) has declared that Ahmadiah is a forbidden teaching.

   Now, I'm not follower of Ahmadiah and I DEFINITELY not an FPI fan. But the insight here is the arrogance of FPI and MUI that claims that Ahmadiah is wrong. What right do they have to attack Ahmadiah physically? Are they mule?(yes they are!)

   And also MUI, who make them GOD? telling everyone what is right and what is wrong? Do they really have justification to do it? Face it MUI! you're nothing but Soeharto's pawn in the old days and now you got NO believer except for those puny idiots (like ridwan or andina)!!

   Islam teaching, as far as I know of, is far from violence. It teaching consist of love, self respect and tauhid. And if FPI says: "It is JIHAD", from all i Know is JIHAD starts with battling the evil within!

   Let me end this rant with quote from former american president, which i cannot remember who, either Jefferson or someone else:"I may not agree of what are u saying, but i will defend to death your rights to say it."

 Yogi's learnings at 04:02 am
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Old battle: Religion Vs Science.

   First of all what I want to comprehend here is the foundation of those things above, while religion requires faith, science needs logic. And the war between these two concepts has been the colour of human's civilization progress.

   Religion, has been known to ask the total faith of its believer with no question asked. Or if the question really do asked anyway, its believer will seek answer on the religion itself. What faith cannot accept is the human nature to think freely, so it will reroute back to the fact that believer dont have the right to question the values of the teaching (hmmm i know some moslem or cristians will debate me for this, okay not all religion branch suffer to this matter).

   While Science got its first jump at the age of renaissance. People at that age starting to break the Catholic's doctrine reign and start to believe in values of objectivity and using rational logic wich can be proven with our own 5 senses. What logic cannot comprehend is there is event and phenomenon that science cannot comprehends, then science will judge it as "non-sense". The lack human sense IMO is the barrier for us to see the real world. But then again it is necessary for our survival (if our ancestor sees the bear as proton neutron and electron, the bear WILL eat him because he wont run from the bear)

   What I'm triying to propose here is hegel's dialectic approach to see this issue. If religion is thesis and science is anti-thesis then what is the sinthesys?

   It is not far from late 20th century that our science steps into new prespective. Since Einstein started the relativity theory, the snowball effect has been enlaged and this is what we call 'quantum physics'

   As our logic evolving, we should see things as their real being. (it is funny eh? how mystic know 1000 years before science found out). We started to realize that 'to be' and 'not to be' means nothing, there is NO existence and non-existence.
   And i do believe someday, WHEN we found the prove of God exintence (or not), it wont matter anymore. Since our logic will be SO much advanced.
   So maybe like Ruli said is true, the intention of God to create us human, is to live without His help.

Oh, do read my previous post which related to this matter.

 Yogi's learnings at 04:08 am
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
There's still hope for Indonesia afterall...

A couple weeks ago in the morning, I was on my way to my office at Kota, then I took Busway (a shuttle bus that connects Blok M and Kota with path of its own) from Blok M. After standing a qq for like half an hour then i step into the bus and seeing there's no more seat left so I took the liberty of standing in the bus. At Masjid Agung stop, the bus picks up 5 passenger, which one of them is a seemingly looking as college student dress up in AGJ (anak gaul jakarte) style (God i hate that style, call me prejudiced). Then at Bunderan Senayan Stop, the bus picks 1 old lady.

   Now what happen next is... at Gelora Soekarno stop, 1 passenger is leaving his seat and the old lady is prepare to take his seat. But then, the college student (who look like AGJ) take that seat!!! WTF!! He grabs that seat even HE KNOWS that the old lady is about to sit there!

   When i was moving in to kick that AGJ in the head.. (yes i really want to kick his head) but some event stop me... There was a young kid (about 12 year old) stands up and say to the lady "Bu... silahkan duduk"(ma'am have my seat) with polite smile. Ah! there IS hope for Indonesian future eh?

   As for me? I can't have that faboulus kid watch violence, so I cancelled my intention  to hit that AGJ in the groin.

Kid...Your parent taught you well, thank them.

 Yogi's learnings at 11:28 pm
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Monday, July 11, 2005
About a girl....



Her name is Septi Merliana
    She's Mine
She is 23 years old born in Jakarta
    She's Mine
She loves to cook, plays games, plays guitars
    She's Mine
She always speak up her minds and not affraid of it
    She's Mine
She loves Silver Queen
    She's Mine
She always confuses when there's a some point she dont have to be confused
    She's Mine
She got a way of cooling down my anger and libido :D
    She's Mine
She loves me for the way I am
    She's Mine
She always makes me miss her even like we were seperated for 1 hour
    She's Mine
Her Fave colour is Orange
    She's Mine
Her Fave flower is Lily
    She's Mine
Everything she does is magic
    She's Mine
We've been together for almost a decade
    She's Mine
I could've swear I saw a star in her eyes! REALLY!
    She's Mine
I love her and I protect, care and respect her
    She's Mine
I'm sounding a little bit possesive here
    She's Mine
I should stop saying "She's Mine" now
    She's Mine

 Yogi's learnings at 12:43 am
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
Another form of human arrogance.... FUCK!

Hmm... I must admit 1 thing... this entry is inspired by Ridwan's quote: "If you want to learn about life, why dont u learn from people who undertake life"

Okay, now what I discover here is How arrogant a human being can be...
What makes you think that the human is the only thing that deserves life?

Why it is HUMAN life that I must learn?? Don't ANIMALS have rights to LIVE? Don't Plants Have RIGHTS to live? U all arrogant bastard!

okay... *takes away angry tones and put on... ehm... scientific face*

Now... with this attitude this is no wonder why eviormental extortion goes on and on, in the name of human economy, Japan killed whales, US declined G-8 agreement to reduce waste and All the trees in UI's forrest has been cut down just becoz some stupid college student was killed there.

Life is fair in its form... it is the HUMAN that makes it unfair. Life is all about balance, there is no heat without the cold, no days withour nights, no Light without Darkness, no Good without Evil, no existance without... non-existance.

The life itself is there LONG before there is human, it survived LONG time before there was the first human ever.. so why are HUMAN think they are the only one that deserves to live?

IGNORRANT BASTARDS!

 Yogi's learnings at 11:45 pm
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Some people are just plain stupid...

To ridwan:
Sorry dude... this is gone too far. So i got to make u an example. Hope u can cope with that.


Here's the story, i was reading his blog then i spotted some cheesy poem wich is, to my opinion, needs critics bad. so I put on his tagboard "Jeh... jangan kek penyair picisan made in Indonesia dong, kebanyakan simbol tapi nda ada isinya"(this is due to the fact that I am just brutally honest) then he replied "Ahhh elo mana tau soal sastra Yog" Then he started to mock my blogs... telling me that banner looks like advertisement (it IS an advertisement u IDIOT!!), My typo, etc etc.

What bothers me is... instead taking my critics to improve himself, he choose to define me as threat. If only he is willing to throw his ego (oh he call me "egoistic", imagine that :D) then learn from me, *sigh*

People.. it is people like Ridwan and Andina who keep telling themself "I'm satisfied with my world, i dont need to see the truth beyond this superficial reality, so anyone telling me otherwise is wrong" and eventually they WILL define people like me, Ruli or Lurino as threats....

We may not be the best person that lies on these planets... but we CAN give you some enlightement.
Or maybe you can just simmering in your own ignorrance :D

PS: to Ridwan sorry dude.. you just cant win something with ignorrance.

 Yogi's learnings at 07:25 am
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Another Plagiator from Indonesia

After Dewa and Sheila on 7...

"Tulus" by Radja

This song is a cheap copy-cat from "Lately" by Stevie Wonder.
I hope those guys got hit by a truck and cut their heads off. Amen!

 Yogi's learnings at 12:46 am
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HI THERE!

I'm Yogi! *insert cheering sounds here*
I am also known as AnjingBalap on I-Net

Im just another student who tries to understand the world in wich he's living.
I'm a musician
I'm a bass player
I also good with other instrument
I'm a MIDI composer

I love my girl very much
I love ice cream and home made soto ayam
I love jazz and rock
I love LIVING

I hate stupid people
I hate FPI
I hate anak gaul
I hate capitalism
I hate stupid preman
I think Soeharto must die
I think rapist must die too

My favorite lines are:
- Peoples tend to die
- Shits tend to happens
- God tends to be almighty

I'm a threat for any oppresion
I'm a friend to nature (although i like to litter abit)
I think people are made to think.

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We can learn from the past but those days are gone....
We can pray for tommorow but there might not be one


well time always heal
time brings new friends..
oh that reminds me!
here's some friends o' mine links!


This is some blogs with real deep insight by my inner circle:

Ruli's Infidel Fire
Lurino's Asylon
Ferdy's Mindumpster
Sisie's Psychedeliccabaret
Bimo's Atziluth, The Domain of God
Sam's STiale Standing
Afzons's 4JJI ampunin gue dong
Babol's Labyrinth

And another life long learning by some of my friend:

Ridwan's Postcard from Asgard
Gatorz's Daydreamer
Sind's Listening to smiles
Laila's por-que?
Wenni's EssoWenni
Nie's Tears That Belongs to Heaven

God Bless u all mates!


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