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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Little White Strands

Part 3 of Decalogue

I still remember the time when my innocence minds watch the sunrise
Image how it might felt, i felt the warmth wind blows
Life is filled with wonders, I feel the need to explore the boundaries
Innocence surrounding me.

But those days are gone now..
change like a season of a year
I felt the cold teeth of the truth
like a leaf falls from a tree

My sun isn't too bright now
and my stars fall from the sky
I tried to hold on
with the last of my might

Ignorance surrounding me
I never felt so much in fear before
All the good words in my ear...
Still I longed to search for more

Try to look in to mirror my friend

Is this fantasy of freedom?
do I free from all of it?
Should I turn on my religion?
These question on my head...

Are these thoughts were mine?
Are we really on our own?
Did I speak on my own?
or does someone, something whispering me?

Life... just dont stare..
Reveal the truth
while you're suppose to stay
in a cozy den of ignorance

 Yogi's learnings at 10:28 am
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Monday, July 31, 2006
The World Within Dream

Part 2 of Decalogue

Once I believe…
That the world is just taken for granted
The way the sun comes out from east and set down into west
The way flowers blossom
Children grow
Rain falls
Reality exist
It all comes natural
 
Is anything true?
All just a dream? Matter not, mind never?
Is it better to surrender? Or save it for the last dance?

Friends, when it all comes down to it… nothing is really trustable
not even then fingers on your palm…. not even your palm
You can't really tell whether it is real or it is just another dreams constructed

Why the hell we are worry about living or dying anyway then?
it is all just a fantasy,…. a logical construction of minds
why do we need life? nothing is real and lost in the mist of a tale
Hell even our holy science can't save that
 
Save what?
 
Maybe it is all just a dream…. or nightmare
maybe the reality is not what we thought it'd be
maybe we are just clinging on frail faith on our senses
maybe we and this world we are living in is just another God's creativity built up on His head

but that's all we have, Friends
the sweet mysteries of secrets
better save it until the last dance of eternity
and not surrendering


 Yogi's learnings at 09:40 am
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Friday, July 28, 2006
Welcome to the beginning of the end of the beginning

Part 1 of the decalogue

Where do we come from?
why are we here?
where do we go when we die?

What lies beyond?
What lied before
is anything curtain in life?

Life is too short
the here and the now
You're only given one shot             

Could there be more?
Have I lived before?
or could this be all that we've got?

(c) Dream theater, the spirits carries on


There's no death without living
and there is no life without dying.

If life and death's difference is a thin as a slice of papper, should it makes a difference wich comes first? Why do we have to die anyway? why should we live?

Do we need to find the answer? or do we only have to try to grasp it?

Death is such a unique mystery so is life
Life is full of joy and blessing.... so is death

This painful pleasure is keeping us astray, all the ratrace we have to compete in, all the wise word we spoke... why do we do that?

What is living anyway?
Why?
What if?

If I die tommorow I'll be allright because i believe
After we're gone... the spirits carries on

Let's not taking anything for granted shall we?
Endure this life and try to break the glass prison all around you
because... we stuck in living, we are condemned to be alive... therefore there's death awaits us at the beginning of the journey...

You will hear the crack of the glass prison set by the beast.
Your divine call

We can learn from the past, but those days are gone
We can pray for the future, but there might not be one

 Yogi's learnings at 10:38 am
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
To whom it may concern...

Dear "fashion people",

As i am writing this letter, I always hoping that you all have the slight intellegence to comprehend my writings, after all there's been issues that fashion people got no brain... but I disgress.

One thing that your kind of "fashion business" is making wearable things that is beatiful only for "fashion people" itself. So what the use of fashion? U all only making clothing that is "beautiful" for your kind... (the so-called-no-brain-society... but then again... I disgress)

Half an hour ago I turn on TV... watching 0-Channel.. the "bazaar lifestyle" show, the show of... nothingness sponsored by magazine of nothingness. And they are so proud for being "fashion people" (i say FUCK YOU! people in Sikka Is hungry and you're talking about what's good about your magz?). And only people who got no brain who wants to buy magazine that cost more than Rp20k with 80% ads on it.

As i am writing this, it also struck my mind that "fashion" is a dangerous virus, it takes away your humanity and it depleted your sense of equality. Dont trust me? ask Sutiyoso our Governor of DKI who got his clothing expenses payed by citizen taxes.

So I am asking you, drop that "fashionable" atttude and start using your brain... (no!!... you can't buy brain from Celvin Klein)

oh yes... fuck the system!

 Yogi's learnings at 09:41 pm
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
Can you spot the difference (part 2)?


 Yogi's learnings at 04:01 am
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
They're just dead....

26/12/2005 06:00 BBWI...

27/06/2006 05:55 BBWI...

   I want to say that i am sad, but... I'll be lying. No I'm not sad... those (probably) innocent people is just dead.... they're not gone.

They're just dead... not gone..

For every souls walks out... there's always 10 souls walks in.

So I'm not sad.... why should I?

They're just dead... not gone

 

 

...

After we're gone.... the spirits carries on


 Yogi's learnings at 11:08 pm
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
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 Yogi's learnings at 06:22 am
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Monday, April 24, 2006
Petition time

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 Yogi's learnings at 05:01 am
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Monday, April 10, 2006
That's just the way it is...

Dudes/ dudettes, have you ever take the time...

just to sit back and relax, away from the crowd, and watch the the world is spinning around you,... without you...

See something that i see? yeah... they look too much alike.

Is there no more place for individualism? Whatever happened to the angry youth? Whatever happened to the human inside us? Whatever hapened to our soul?

Is the society is going astray? Is simple superficial life is enough to benefit us? Will there be a change? Or Am I just a prophet with no believer?

Blind faith is embracing us. Twisted logic is used to justified it. Too many lies strands between us and everyone just happy enough to eat up a splice of cake or superficial joy. This endless motion of human decaying is lingering. And no longer we care about the utopia once we heard from beloved One.

Whose to blame? or that's just the way it is.... and will always be...?

"Hi there... how are you?"


 Yogi's learnings at 08:05 pm
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Can you spot the difference?


 Yogi's learnings at 04:23 pm
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HI THERE!

I'm Yogi! *insert cheering sounds here*
I am also known as AnjingBalap on I-Net

Im just another student who tries to understand the world in wich he's living.
I'm a musician
I'm a bass player
I also good with other instrument
I'm a MIDI composer

I love my girl very much
I love ice cream and home made soto ayam
I love jazz and rock
I love LIVING

I hate stupid people
I hate FPI
I hate anak gaul
I hate capitalism
I hate stupid preman
I think Soeharto must die
I think rapist must die too

My favorite lines are:
- Peoples tend to die
- Shits tend to happens
- God tends to be almighty

I'm a threat for any oppresion
I'm a friend to nature (although i like to litter abit)
I think people are made to think.

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We can learn from the past but those days are gone....
We can pray for tommorow but there might not be one


well time always heal
time brings new friends..
oh that reminds me!
here's some friends o' mine links!


This is some blogs with real deep insight by my inner circle:

Ruli's Infidel Fire
Lurino's Asylon
Ferdy's Mindumpster
Sisie's Psychedeliccabaret
Bimo's Atziluth, The Domain of God
Sam's STiale Standing
Afzons's 4JJI ampunin gue dong
Babol's Labyrinth

And another life long learning by some of my friend:

Ridwan's Postcard from Asgard
Gatorz's Daydreamer
Sind's Listening to smiles
Laila's por-que?
Wenni's EssoWenni
Nie's Tears That Belongs to Heaven

God Bless u all mates!


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