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brutal truth and honest prespective of what is 'sacred'.
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
The Ends Justifies the Means
Part 6 of Decalogue
What will you sacrifice to reach for your noble dreams of life fullfillment and long lasting joy? How far are you willing to go? Are you willing to bring down your own morality? Morality... What is "good" and "evil"? Aren't they are just a social construct? Provided only to place boundaries of souls? All the things they ever said to me All the things you'll never again have to meet Ghost of the glass prison.... the divine calls Godlike Wisdom Imprisonating me.. forbidding me It's time to let it drop and ran away no more boundaries of foolisness no more beast of burden I believe on my dreams I have to make it real And not letting anything to back it down even my conciusness Everything would be better We will have peace eventually Even it takes wreckage of chaos to make it Even it will takes away your freedom Who would need freedom anyway..? When you are satisfied... And everything is pleasing you... No... freedom is nothing but an illusion Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Rage Against the Machine
Part 5 of Decalogue
Hell NO!! I am not your puppet! I am not gonna bow down and pledge my alliegance to you! I defy! I deny your power over my head I deny your spiritual counciusness of morality I deny your glass prison Freedom is my power Freedom is salvation Freedom is my messiah Freedom is my God Dont preach on me about your religion about heaven and hell about sins and redemption I dont need your system religion feed the rich conciussness starts a war morality condemn the free soul structure kills humanity While you... you hide behind the screens you think you own the reality you think you are somekind of mastermind.. and honestly believe everything is under your masterplan know this, my friend... you are the fantasy of foolishness you are the one who is being manipulated you are the God... that failed Thursday, August 10, 2006
The Beast's Confession
Part 4 of Decalogue
Take heed... You are not responsible for whatever you've done Even that you are a psychothic killing machine or crazy jihad suicidal bomber or even a petty thief that can only steals chiken it's not you.... it's the lack of love by your parents it's the stupid doctrine by your religion's leader it's goverment's inability to keep its people free from hunger not your fault you just can't help it You are all too stupid to make a rational choice... so you all should let me do it for you. not your fault... mine... all mine I'm the one who imposed cultural norm on your society I'm the one who says what is right and what is wrong I'm the one who defines what conciousness is I'm the one who put glass prison I am the god.... your god Your thoughts... is imposed by me Your action... I let you do that Your morality.... I define that Your freedom.... is nothing but a fantasy I am here Controlling you all An easy task for me.... since you all helped me so much Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Little White Strands
Part 3 of Decalogue
I still remember the time when my innocence minds watch the sunrise Image how it might felt, i felt the warmth wind blows Life is filled with wonders, I feel the need to explore the boundaries Innocence surrounding me. But those days are gone now.. change like a season of a year I felt the cold teeth of the truth like a leaf falls from a tree My sun isn't too bright now and my stars fall from the sky I tried to hold on with the last of my might Ignorance surrounding me I never felt so much in fear before All the good words in my ear... Still I longed to search for more Try to look in to mirror my friend Is this fantasy of freedom? do I free from all of it? Should I turn on my religion? These question on my head... Are these thoughts were mine? Are we really on our own? Did I speak on my own? or does someone, something whispering me? Life... just dont stare.. Reveal the truth while you're suppose to stay in a cozy den of ignorance Monday, July 31, 2006
The World Within Dream Part 2 of Decalogue
Once I believe… That the world is just taken for granted The way the sun comes out from east and set down into west The way flowers blossom Children grow Rain falls Reality exist It all comes natural Is anything true? All just a dream? Matter not, mind Is it better to surrender? Or save it for the last dance? Friends, when it all comes down to it… nothing is really trustable Why the hell we are worry about living or dying anyway then? but that's all we have, Friends Friday, July 28, 2006
Welcome to the beginning of the end of the beginning
Part 1 of the decalogue
Where do we come from? why are we here? where do we go when we die? What lies beyond? What lied before is anything curtain in life? Life is too short the here and the now You're only given one shot Could there be more? Have I lived before? or could this be all that we've got? (c) Dream theater, the spirits carries on There's no death without living and there is no life without dying. If life and death's difference is a thin as a slice of papper, should it makes a difference wich comes first? Why do we have to die anyway? why should we live? Do we need to find the answer? or do we only have to try to grasp it? Death is such a unique mystery so is life Life is full of joy and blessing.... so is death This painful pleasure is keeping us astray, all the ratrace we have to compete in, all the wise word we spoke... why do we do that? What is living anyway? Why? What if? If I die tommorow I'll be allright because i believe After we're gone... the spirits carries on Let's not taking anything for granted shall we? Endure this life and try to break the glass prison all around you because... we stuck in living, we are condemned to be alive... therefore there's death awaits us at the beginning of the journey... You will hear the crack of the glass prison set by the beast. Your divine call We can learn from the past, but those days are gone We can pray for the future, but there might not be one Saturday, June 24, 2006
To whom it may concern... Dear "fashion people", As i am writing this letter, I always hoping that you all have the slight intellegence to comprehend my writings, after all there's been issues that fashion people got no brain... but I disgress. One thing that your kind of "fashion business" is making wearable things that is beatiful only for "fashion people" itself. So what the use of fashion? U all only making clothing that is "beautiful" for your kind... (the so-called-no-brain-society... but then again... I disgress) Half an hour ago I turn on TV... watching 0-Channel.. the "bazaar lifestyle" show, the show of... nothingness sponsored by magazine of nothingness. And they are so proud for being "fashion people" (i say FUCK YOU! people in Sikka Is hungry and you're talking about what's good about your magz?). And only people who got no brain who wants to buy magazine that cost more than Rp20k with 80% ads on it. As i am writing this, it also struck my mind that "fashion" is a dangerous virus, it takes away your humanity and it depleted your sense of equality. Dont trust me? ask Sutiyoso our Governor of DKI who got his clothing expenses payed by citizen taxes. So I am asking you, drop that "fashionable" atttude and start using your brain... (no!!... you can't buy brain from Celvin Klein) oh yes... fuck the system! Sunday, June 04, 2006
Can you spot the difference (part 2)? Wednesday, May 31, 2006
They're just dead.... 26/12/2005 06:00 BBWI... 27/06/2006 05:55 BBWI... I want to say that i am sad, but... I'll be lying. No I'm not sad... those (probably) innocent people is just dead.... they're not gone. They're just dead... not gone.. For every souls walks out... there's always 10 souls walks in. So I'm not sad.... why should I? They're just dead... not gone
... After we're gone.... the spirits carries on Saturday, May 06, 2006
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 HI THERE! I'm Yogi! *insert cheering sounds here* I am also known as AnjingBalap on I-Net Im just another student who tries to understand the world in wich he's living. I'm a musician I'm a bass player I also good with other instrument I'm a MIDI composer I love my girl very much I love ice cream and home made soto ayam I love jazz and rock I love LIVING I hate stupid people I hate FPI I hate anak gaul I hate capitalism I hate stupid preman I think Soeharto must die I think rapist must die too My favorite lines are: - Peoples tend to die - Shits tend to happens - God tends to be almighty I'm a threat for any oppresion I'm a friend to nature (although i like to litter abit) I think people are made to think. So... think and write your thoughts here:
We can learn from the past but those days are gone.... We can pray for tommorow but there might not be one well time always heal time brings new friends.. oh that reminds me! here's some friends o' mine links! This is some blogs with real deep insight by my inner circle: Ruli's Infidel Fire Lurino's Asylon Ferdy's Mindumpster Sisie's Psychedeliccabaret Bimo's Atziluth, The Domain of God Sam's STiale Standing Afzons's 4JJI ampunin gue dong Babol's Labyrinth And another life long learning by some of my friend: Ridwan's Postcard from Asgard Gatorz's Daydreamer Sind's Listening to smiles Laila's por-que? Wenni's EssoWenni Nie's Tears That Belongs to Heaven God Bless u all mates! You can see further description of me at my Friendster's profile, you can send any praise and curses toMy E-mail at Yahoo! You are visitor number Contact Me Blog credits: Vontage 
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