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brutal truth and honest prespective of what is 'sacred'.
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Was God making a mistake?? In our society's major monotheism religion, it has been said that upon creating adam, ancestor of humankind, the angels show they protest by saying "Oh holy one, why would You create such a destuctrive creature? They will show nothing but violence and bloodspilling in the earth You've created" And God say "I know it better than you all". .... What does He knows? it turned out that the angel was right all along, the history of Humankind is full of bloodspill and destruction. What happened if the angel was given free will and started revolution against God and His puny human? Sunday, December 04, 2005
Stare the problem right in the eyes There will always be temptation to chikened out at the last minute But some will prevail and stare the problem right in the eyes I hate this rotten country Will I be gone overcoast? Nope I'll stay here and conquer it ... or got rotted along the way Somebody DOES play dices eh? Wednesday, November 23, 2005
... I cant write right now... Sorry guys, i got some wounds that needs healing Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Season's Greeting MinalAidin' wal Fa'idin
Mohon Maaf Lahir Bathin
May You Forgive Things that's been said and done by me. And may God help us in this life, seriously. Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Number Two days ago... my 12 years old youngest step sister, Visi asked me (translated): "Bro, why do adults really fond of number?" "Huh? what do you mean?" "Yeah, when I go to arisan party with mom and dad, the adults always ask me 'what grades are u in elementary school?' or 'how old are u?' or 'what is your rank in your class?'" "Hmm... prolly becoz' they've lose their humanity" "huh? what's that bro?" "No, I meant,.... let me put this this way, some people want to know your qualities, so they depended on numbers to do that." "But Im not just numbers" "I know sis, I know, you'll never be just numbers to me, but some adults forgets how does it feel to be human" "To be human?" "Yes, to be human, to be not judged by numbers" "What do I have to do so I dont grow up like them?" "Dont judge people by outer looks is a good starter" "Is dad judging me by numbers?" "Have you ever being grounded by dad for low marks in your school?" "No, dad always help me with my study, but never grounded me for low marks, but he always get mad at me when I'm being lazy in studying" "Then you have your answer" "I dont understand" "If Dad is the people we were talking about he will be very angry with low marks, and he will be pleased with high marks without the consideration about how you get the good marks" "I still dont understand" "Let me put this another way, some adults care nothing but the outcome, while other adults care alot about the process" "You mean?" "What do dad always tell you about taking an exam?" "hm...'Do not cheat... I prefer low marks without cheating than high marks with it" "see what I mean?" "But I never have to cheat to get a good marks" "It runs in the family *laughs*" "I love my dad" "Me too" Family comes first Old minang's saying Sunday, October 09, 2005
Yay... Ramadhan is in Town!! Look at them... they becoming so religious in a sudden.. Wow... they usually drinks 'topi miring' (cheesy wine that ppl drinks to show off his drunkness) and being a jackass... now they are attending tarawih praying. Cool eh? They used to wear tank-tops and bikinis now they wearing jilbabs. And suddenly they all know how to 'dakwah'. And then when I ask why do they do that.. their answer is - To be respectful to Ramadhan month - To be eligible to enter heaven - To serve God - It is a custom (yes... some1 really said it)
- To avoid uneeded social constraints (wow.. the *only* smartest answer I found) Ah crap... I wish Muhammad SAW still alive, I wonder what his musing would be. And look at our national TV broadcast... nice 'religious electronic cinema' (=sinetron <free translation>) flooding our innocence minds (innocence... yea rite...) Once I strool down a walkpath with cigaret on my hand.. and some1 suddenly shouted at me "OI hormatin orang puasa" (hey! have respect for the ppl who are festing) then... I ignore him knowing that some1 that suddenly shout at me on a street doesnt have the capability to decently having an arguement with me. Know my points? Indonesian people doesnt know the difference between Interaction to God and Interaction between humans, moreover Interaction with Nature (Dont let me to get there.. ) So final words: Marhaban yaa Ramadhan... I am very pleased with all the drama you've never forget to bring me every year. Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Why do we always put a cage in our self? As I stance myself low, humbly I bow, deeply I listen Kitsune poet It is human instinct to put a limitation on something. We limit ourself by sex, age, social status, race, colour, jobs ect. We even put a limit on almost everything, example: the God is always just and can Never be wrong, dark is Evil and can never be good ect. It is a possibility that us, humans, is comfortable with what's their world as they perceived, and not even wanting to advance to further understanding with the risk of the doom of the world they already found comfort with. So we limit the existence in order to keep ourselves comfortable. The Implication was clear, we will fail to see our own existance or our world as a whole. For example, Marx kinda limit himself in a matter of well... matter (should I say.. economic?), Hobbes kinda failed to explain anything beyond his own Leviathan, I cannot explain why logic plays roles in Ruli's mind, FPI failed to understand the true meaning of Jihad (they are stupid anyway.. so what the hell eh?) and so on and so on... That all implies to one line: In order to maintain their comfort, humankind has sacrified their own pace in understanding existance. Err... hi Friends: Hey u asshole! what happens to you!? got no news on you! we got none of your writings again.. shit man is that how you treat your reader? Me: Err I... umm.... well I... ummm .... sorry? Friends: Now you said you're sorry? U little bitching ass! tell us what the hell happened to you so you cant even find time to write again? Me: Well... I prefer not to say it for personal reason... I dont like to make excuses dude. Friends: Fine!!, besides we all know you've been busy with your stupid magic the gathering cards and your stupid design project... now WRITE YOU ASSHOER!!! Me: I am... hang on to your chocobos will ya? Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Music... Okay... I'm a musician, and i have NO post about music on my blog... yet. So here we go. Music to me is a form of communication between communicator (musician) trough media (The music itself) to recipient (listener). Music is the best way to communicate your emotion to others, for instance, your friend can tell that you are happy at present if he hears you singing joyful song. Now what I'm trying to mark here is, how often I hear Indonesian musician dont understand these mechanism, they just sing/play stupid song, sell record and make money out of it. They are not musician to me, just a petty impastor. Or worse, plagiarism, they communicate other person's idea and claim it as it were theirs. And they make money out it too..... because we buy their records. Sad eh? Friday, August 19, 2005
If WWII had been an online RTS game.. If World War Two had been an online Real Ttime Strategy game, the chat room traffic would have gone something like this. *Hitler[AoE] has joined the game.* *Eisenhower has joined the game.* *paTTon has joined the game.* *Churchill has joined the game.* *benny-tow has joined the game.* (Benito Mussolini.. I didnt get it at first) *T0J0 has joined the game.* *Roosevelt has joined the game.* *Stalin has joined the game.* *deGaulle has joined the game.* Roosevelt: hey sup T0J0: y0 Stalin: hi Churchill: hi Hitler[AoE]: cool, i start with panzer tanks! paTTon: lol more like panzy tanks T0JO: lol Roosevelt: o this fockin sucks i got a depression! benny-tow: haha america sux Stalin: hey hitler you dont fight me i dont fight u, cool? Hitler[AoE]; sure whatever Stalin: cool deGaulle: **** Hitler rushed some1 help Hitler[AoE]: lol byebye frenchy Roosevelt: i dont got **** to help, sry Churchill: wtf the luftwaffle is attacking me Roosevelt: get antiair guns Churchill: i cant afford them benny-tow: u n00bs know what team talk is? paTTon: stfu Roosevelt: o yah hit the navajo button guys deGaulle: eisenhower ur worthless come help me quick Eisenhower: i cant do **** til rosevelt gives me an army paTTon: yah hurry the fock up Churchill: d00d im gettin pounded deGaulle: this is fockin weak u guys suck *deGaulle has left the game.* Roosevelt: im gonna attack the axis k? benny-tow: with what? ur wheelchair? benny-tow: lol did u mess up ur legs AND ur head? Hitler[AoE]: ROFLMAO T0J0: lol o no america im comin 4 u Roosevelt: wtf! thats bullsh1t u fags im gunna kick ur asses T0JO: not without ur harbors u wont! lol Roosevelt: u little biotch ill get u Hitler[AoE]: wtf Hitler[AoE]: america hax, u had depression and now u got a huge fockin army Hitler[AoE]: thats bullsh1t u hacker Churchill: lol no more france for u hitler Hitler[AoE]: tojo help me! T0J0: wtf u want me to do, im on the other side of the world retard Hitler[AoE]: fine ill clear you a path Stalin: WTF u arsshoel! WE HAD A FoCKIN TRUCE Hitler[AoE]: i changed my mind lol benny-tow: haha benny-tow: hey ur losing ur guys in africa im gonna need help in italy soon sum1 T0J0: o **** i cant help u i got my hands full Hitler[AoE]: im 2 busy 2 help Roosevelt: yah thats right ***** im comin for ya Stalin: church help me Churchill: like u helped me before? sure ill just sit here Stalin: dont be an arss Churchill: dont be a commie. oops too late Eisenhower: LOL benny-tow: hahahh oh sh1t help Hitler: o man ur focked paTTon: oh what now biotch Roosevelt: whos the cripple now lol *benny-tow has been eliminated.* benny-tow: lame Roosevelt: gj patton paTTon: thnx Hitler[AoE]: WTF eisenhower hax hes killing all my sh1t Hitler[AoE]: quit u hacker so u dont ruin my record Eisenhower: Nuts! benny~tow: wtf that mean? Eisenhower: meant to say nutsack lol finger slipped paTTon: coming to get u hitler u paper hanging hun cocksocker Stalin: rofl T0J0: HAHAHHAA Hitler[AoE]: u guys are fockin gay Hitler[AoE]: ur never getting in my city *Hitler[AoE] has been eliminated.* benny~tow: OMG u noob you killed yourself Eisenhower: ROFLOLOLOL Stalin: OMG LMAO! Hitler[AoE]: WTF i didnt click there omg this game blows *Hitler[AoE] has left the game* paTTon: hahahhah T0J0: WTF my teammates are n00bs benny~tow: shut up noob Roosevelt: haha wut a moron paTTon: wtf am i gunna do now? Eisenhower: yah me too T0J0: why dont u attack me o thats right u dont got no ships lololol Eisenhower: fock u paTTon: lemme go thru ur base commie Stalin: go to hell lol paTTon: fock this sh1t im goin afk Eisenhower: yah this is gay *Roosevelt has left the game.* Hitler[AoE]: wtf? Eisenhower: sh1t now we need some1 to join *tru_m4n has joined the game.* tru_m4n: hi all T0J0: hey Stalin: sup Churchill: hi tru_m4n: OMG OMG OMG i got all his stuff! tru_m4n: NUKES! HOLY **** I GOT NUKES Stalin: d00d gimmie some plz tru_m4n: no way i only got like a couple Stalin: omg dont be gay gimmie nuculer secrets T0J0: wtf is nukes? *ALLIED TEAM HAS LAUNCHED A NUCLEAR ASSAULT* T0J0: holy ****holy****hoyl****! *T0J0 has been eliminated.* *The Allied team has won the game!* Eisenhower: awesome! Churchill: gg noobs no re T0J0: thats bull**** u fockin suck *T0J0 has left the game.* *Eisenhower has left the game.* Stalin: next game im not going to be on ur team, u guys didnt help me for **** Churchill: wutever, we didnt need ur help neway dumbarss tru_m4n: l8r all benny~tow: bye Churchill: l8r Stalin: fock u all tru_m4n: shut up commie lol *tru_m4n has left the game.* benny~tow: lololol u commie Churchill: ROFL Churchill: bye commie *Churchill has left the game.* *benny~tow has left the game.* Stalin: i hate u all fags *Stalin has left the game.* paTTon: lol no1 is left paTTon: weeeee i got a jeep *paTTon has been eliminated.* paTTon: o sh1t! *paTTon has left the game.* (C) wintercore @ relicwatcher.com 2005 |
 HI THERE! I'm Yogi! *insert cheering sounds here* I am also known as AnjingBalap on I-Net Im just another student who tries to understand the world in wich he's living. I'm a musician I'm a bass player I also good with other instrument I'm a MIDI composer I love my girl very much I love ice cream and home made soto ayam I love jazz and rock I love LIVING I hate stupid people I hate FPI I hate anak gaul I hate capitalism I hate stupid preman I think Soeharto must die I think rapist must die too My favorite lines are: - Peoples tend to die - Shits tend to happens - God tends to be almighty I'm a threat for any oppresion I'm a friend to nature (although i like to litter abit) I think people are made to think. So... think and write your thoughts here:
We can learn from the past but those days are gone.... We can pray for tommorow but there might not be one well time always heal time brings new friends.. oh that reminds me! here's some friends o' mine links! This is some blogs with real deep insight by my inner circle: Ruli's Infidel Fire Lurino's Asylon Ferdy's Mindumpster Sisie's Psychedeliccabaret Bimo's Atziluth, The Domain of God Sam's STiale Standing Afzons's 4JJI ampunin gue dong Babol's Labyrinth And another life long learning by some of my friend: Ridwan's Postcard from Asgard Gatorz's Daydreamer Sind's Listening to smiles Laila's por-que? Wenni's EssoWenni Nie's Tears That Belongs to Heaven God Bless u all mates! You can see further description of me at my Friendster's profile, you can send any praise and curses toMy E-mail at Yahoo! You are visitor number Contact Me Blog credits: Vontage 
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